Absence of My Heart

i didnt realize how much i would miss him
its not desperation
its not infatuation
its not moping around at home till he comes back
its just a normal kind of 'miss'
one that i've never experienced before
I cant describe it, but i do feel it.
i miss having my man by my side
its feels strange to lay in bed without him next to me
its strange watching t.v. without him.
i constantly feel his prescence on my right
but when i turn to look up at his face, he's not there
and i begin to miss him.
i know being apart is good
it makes you closer
and strengthens your bond
it gives you the chance to miss him.
so i wait my dear,
i wait for monday to come quickly
so that once again i can hug and kiss you
so that once again i can lay in bed and look up at your face
and so that once again i can have you and feel you by my side