Irritated By My Past
I tried a couple of times to give my ex a chance of us being on good terms. The few recent times that we communicated it was on Myspace. Both times we got in a fight. I just can't comprehend how someone gets in a fight over Myspace, but we managed it...twice. So after that i decided to no longer attempt at any sort of friendship. He lives his life and I live mine.
well today when I went on Myspace I found someone had written me a blog comment. Excited to see who left me a comment I click the link and this is what i see.....
"Well, it seems you're doing well for yourself. I'm extatic to hear it! I was worried about you cause you never messaged me back last time we chatted. But I'm glad to hear you patched things up with your friend and you've found someone special. I hate it here but the only things that keep me from dangling from my ceiling fan are Rachael, money and raves.
Don't be down on yourself, both people change when a relationship sours and if you keep that mind state, the next one's gonna suck too. Don't be offended, but it seemed as though you felt life was only complete when you had a companion. I don't know how many interests you've had since I saw you last so I can't really say for sure, it is just what I felt. It seems you've learned that you don't need anyone to be complete, but if someone nice comes along randomly, then what the hell, right?
I have a friend in your old area, so out of curiosity, I drove by your house and was surprised to see the van there. Do you still own the place?
We're both doing swell so let's keep it that way! I wish you the best of luck with your new life. Tell your dad and brother/sisters I said hi if you wish. And when you happen to mozy back this way, I'd be honored to hear from you. Rach and I would be more than happy to take you and your man out to eat or do something fun. Well, we're off to happy hour at Zen!
- Your Favorite "Deadbeat Loser" "
I can't belive he sends me this after the huge fight we got in. Does he not understand that we cannot work anything out. All we do is fight. And I dont want any part of that.
The comment of me not being complete without a companion is total bullshit. I dated alot of guys because it was fun and I was single. And those interests only lasted about a month. It saddens me to know that still Adam does not know me, even after everything we went through together. It also bugged me when he said that him and Rach would love to take me and Julio out to eat. I dont know why but it just bugged me. And it made me kinda sad when he said that they were off to Zen. Zen is a sushi bar that we used to go to every friday night also. It made me sad because that place has meaning to me. that was our place, and now he's taking his new girlfriend to our special place full of memories. I don't have feelings for him, I just think that Zen would always be our special place. Zen would be the place that when we showed up for whatever reason, we would think of each other and the memories we shared.
well today when I went on Myspace I found someone had written me a blog comment. Excited to see who left me a comment I click the link and this is what i see.....
"Well, it seems you're doing well for yourself. I'm extatic to hear it! I was worried about you cause you never messaged me back last time we chatted. But I'm glad to hear you patched things up with your friend and you've found someone special. I hate it here but the only things that keep me from dangling from my ceiling fan are Rachael, money and raves.
Don't be down on yourself, both people change when a relationship sours and if you keep that mind state, the next one's gonna suck too. Don't be offended, but it seemed as though you felt life was only complete when you had a companion. I don't know how many interests you've had since I saw you last so I can't really say for sure, it is just what I felt. It seems you've learned that you don't need anyone to be complete, but if someone nice comes along randomly, then what the hell, right?
I have a friend in your old area, so out of curiosity, I drove by your house and was surprised to see the van there. Do you still own the place?
We're both doing swell so let's keep it that way! I wish you the best of luck with your new life. Tell your dad and brother/sisters I said hi if you wish. And when you happen to mozy back this way, I'd be honored to hear from you. Rach and I would be more than happy to take you and your man out to eat or do something fun. Well, we're off to happy hour at Zen!
- Your Favorite "Deadbeat Loser" "
I can't belive he sends me this after the huge fight we got in. Does he not understand that we cannot work anything out. All we do is fight. And I dont want any part of that.
The comment of me not being complete without a companion is total bullshit. I dated alot of guys because it was fun and I was single. And those interests only lasted about a month. It saddens me to know that still Adam does not know me, even after everything we went through together. It also bugged me when he said that him and Rach would love to take me and Julio out to eat. I dont know why but it just bugged me. And it made me kinda sad when he said that they were off to Zen. Zen is a sushi bar that we used to go to every friday night also. It made me sad because that place has meaning to me. that was our place, and now he's taking his new girlfriend to our special place full of memories. I don't have feelings for him, I just think that Zen would always be our special place. Zen would be the place that when we showed up for whatever reason, we would think of each other and the memories we shared.
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