Feelings

I haven't felt this way since Adam. This is the first time in a long time that I have felt these feelings resurfacing. I didn't think that I would ever feel like this again, at least not for a long time. Its been a long time that someone has come around that I actually really like. I keep trying to do homework but I keep getting distracted thinking about him. I'm afraid I might be falling for him. A couple of days ago he kissed me. It was such a passionate kiss. It was amazing. He was so polite to. He wasn't trying to grope me or anything. He didn't try anything all he did was kiss me and hold me. I've never had a guy like that. I'm so taken by him.
We have a lot in common. We share a lot of the same views in life. I think this is what I have been looking for.
I haven't wanted a boyfriend because no one has been worth it to me and mainly because I just don't think I'm ready yet for another serious relationship. But I do want someone there. Not for sex but someone that I like and feel comfortable with. I guess, I don't want a boyfriend but at the same time I want someone that kind of is. We talked last night about all these issues. We got it all out there. He told me he liked me and wanted to continue being with me but he wasn't ready yet for a serious committed relationship and I told him that I already knew that and was fine with it. But there was not going to be any sex. I told him I wasn't like that. He didn't have a problem with that at all and told me he respected me. I told him I was just going to go with the flow and whatever happened, happened. He agreed with me and said that's what he was going to do as well. I think this is going to work out just fine. We get to be with each other but we still get to live our lives how we want and not be tied down. I'm not sure if what I wrote makes any sense or sounds dysfunctional but it works out for both of us and I think that's all that matters. Sometimes you can't help who you like but you might not be ready to give up who you are. That might sound selfish, yes, but if you can find someone that feels how you do then that's great.